Scribing 3 - Synthesis

An abstract attention is drawn to the obscurity
Here comes the man in the dark cloak
Are we all waiting for him?
Was it a good reason to die?

Is everything I've ever lived for
What I would choose to live for
Everytime?

Am I already in a type of ground hog day?
Have I no escape?
But is it a prison really?
Is the mind the only thing that makes it such?

Can the world walk like me
By my side and talk
About existence

Chance has caught us
The pandemonium is clear
Make a choice now
Urgency
Emerging free! Be free little bird!

Another replay of the same thing
Is this what I'd have chosen every time?
Hang a minute
Hold the phone

We've assumed free will exists
Well if it doesn't what then?
Can I choose what I wish in a world so solid and controlled?

No.
Then shall I change it to make it into what I want?
No.
Shall I frustrate myself in trying?
Probably

Is that how I'd like to repeat this prison world experience
Over and over, every life in frustration?
No.

Well, I'll stop trying to break the chains with fists
And use my intention and awareness
To fold time

Into the darkness we go
In between, the inbetween
Further and further
Deeper into infinity
Falling

Will I stop?

Not yet, wait.

The process is not complete.

--there is a dedicated blog for Scribings to be found here: http://scribingsbymontikarus.blogspot.com

Scribing 2 - Sanctity

[my method of writing for these 'Scribing' pieces is to write whatever is on the top of the mind and write it as a flow, to be complete within minutes with little corrections. Automatic writing. This is a form of writing I became acquainted with intuitively from when I was 16, and it assisted me greatly in coming out of the darkness of mind. I also envision that at times, through such a spontaneous method authentic communication inter-dimensionally is possible and at times, true inspiration surfaces].

The impression I got
Was who would win in such a predicament
This man, a pig, on the ladder of time
Heralding his worth above everyone

The man prior, a gentleman
A war monger
But a gentleman
A people's rights decimator
But a gentleman

Impossible to conceive exactly how it was made
Was it planned
Is this deliberate
Is this purpose
Our purpose
Are we all meant to fall?
And be greater for it in the long run?

Fun falling for everyone
Fun fun falling time
Like a play pen with coloured balls
Your parents will be back at 3 to pick you up

Who are the parents in this equation?
Geometry, physics, the laws of nature
They're taking a break?
I don't believe it
What I find precious
What I find sanctimonious
Is all for nothing?

So what the little mice squeaks
You knew what you were getting yourself into
Here you are again
What do you care?
You've done it all before,
A billion times before
Hoping for a wandering release
That someone will lift the gloom gloom
From your doom doom

Pigs play great in the mud
I remember meeting someone who introduced me to organic pigs
I wasn't sure what the difference was
A pig is a pig

And gentlemen? They're just snakes
Snakes with pretty manners and pretty suits
And pretty friends
Who smile while they press a button
And eat your seared flesh for supper

What joy, what love...
Someone out there on the waves of frequency is listening
Are you hearing little man in the sky
Inter-quasi-credential expression?
Don't you have a message that will save all humanity?

We're filling our boredom with iphone and touchpad
We're filling the gap with dark glop
There are waves of frequency with light attached
There are waves of colour with hope intact
Here comes the tidal wave of peace

Why did we bother fighting?
Why did we bother to believe conflict was necessary?
How many exist past the lengths of time
The light goes out, the light switch is pressed
Click

[written within ten minutes, no stopping, little correction, a flow, I'm not aiming for perfection, everything is already perfect, just let it out]

My Dark Electronic Past

For a period of three to four years (2009-2013 with small periods of being civilised) I lived on the streets in Australia through a choice not to be anyone's slave.

I created a few albums of electronic/experimental music in this time of great searching and darkness. My method of music creation was to design a music track and then sing/talk improvised words/lyrics over the top. Mind you there are some exceptions to the improvisation rule.

You can find a large portion of my works here.

A short word of warning - Darkness this way comes. I have since chosen the light. I see that history is never forgotten and everyone's path is the best teacher when laid bare. But really, this shit is a dark reflection of a former self - a place I use to inhabit in mind. I no longer let religion rule my mind, being raised in a Seventh Day Adventist home, but the residue of my 'rejection of God' can be felt clearly in this music. I am a spiritual sovereign, I do now know a form of God. Not the one I was raised with, I can tell you that much.

This little light of mine, I'm going to let it shine

Yod Kaf Meme

Pillar of Light

Let's have a sequel hey?

Messengers - A collaboration with Sun-Inside of Ukraine

Positive Energy - Another collaboration with Sun-Inside of Ukraine

Tube Gospels - the Overture - A collaboration with Lezet of Poland

More can be found here: https://www.youtube.com/user/MatthewSforcina/videos

Three albums and some singles now inaccessible, I attempted to sell through electronic distribution:
A grape less than a bunch
I'm a few of these sown
A picture of land mass regurgitated by nuclear fusion

Scribing 1 - The inevitability of an endless journey

The Fifteenth of January of the year two thousand and seventeen of the Anno Domini era.

It starts with a small trickle
Which generates into a reasonable flow
The water pushes against the walls
Slowly making its way to
a greater level of expression

If you don't want it to come out
Don't let it trickle
Or be faced with the impossible task
of fighting the laws of nature
Which to the blind optimist
seems possible at the start

Fighting against inevitability
certainly has its quirks
we learn many strange skills
we follow strange paths
we always fold in the end

The journey, its the journey
everyone is clambouring
for an authentic journey
the beginning and the end
have no significance
journeys last forever

Someone seems angry?
it will pass
Someone is sad?
It will pass
Someone is dead?
It will pass too

Someone is traveling the path
It will never end
Someone is writing a journal
it will never be complete
Someone is living well and free
the potential for eternity
is great

Eternity, seeing an infinity of
dimensions
In many different bubbles
all endless journeys of their own
Small trickles that have become
Endless gushing rivers to the sea

The seasons cannot be stopped
Replace them and you
replace them with
yet more seasons

The intereference of time is
inevitable
Stop fightng its flow
and set your soul free

A journey in resistance to itself
is a picture of futility with an
end
Why do we crave an end
on a seemingly inevitably eternal path of light

Does anyone else get the joke?

Pre-suppositionology - The study of the unseen obvious

Learn the pre-suppositions of the media. Those are the assumptions that require no thought. These are conditioning.

Things like, how extremely common some form or either army or law enforcement are in the movies. They never get missed out. Imagine a world without law enforcement and trained government paid killers? Wait, you can't because your imagination has been filled with countless worlds and realities where they are always required to protect you and serve you - because you could never do that for yourself, you helpless pathetic human being always dependent on the government.

The pre-supposition of the normalisation of misogyny is another, the repression of the feminine.

Consider newsreaders, looking at you in the eye as though they are a friend giving you information you trust, while reading off a screen some corporate slave has been told to write for a political agenda, or paid to write by a corporate entity to encourage spending in a particular market sector.

And consider the sequence of the news, what news stories when, the feel good story at the end. What specifically is focused on consistently over time, what agenda is persistent.

Look for similarities across the mediums and try to see things you've never seen before. Patterns, repetitions, similarities. Things you've taken for granted. Things that are right in front of your eyes.

Then consider how this has an effect on the human on a mass scale.

Normalisation of anything through repetition is how to program the mass unconscious to generate behaviour and conformity that has little chance of being detected.

Boiling a frog through slowly increasing the water temperature is how to kill it without its awareness of its impending doom.

Some of this conditioning is deliberate and some of it is unconscious and non-controlled - nature conforming to herself through time in search of some form of harmony from being forced into a system based in conflict.

Keep an open mind in all things.

Artwork 1 - The Looking Glass

There is a blog dedicated to Art here: artbymontikarus.blogspot.com

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Group Energy and the Power of our Attention

What we all deny to exist in the secular social world is something fundamental to our reality - Group Energy. Energy created by group expectation, group projection or group belief affects our ability to do things. Something I have discovered when playing music on the street (three years) is my skill level fluctuates according to: - my own personal energy levels - the reception of the music, or how much response I get from people either in money or smiles, or generally how the atmosphere feels
- my personal ability to channel the energy on that day

There are days when I will put myself smack bang in the middle of the commotion and I will find myself playing things that I have never played before, or play with such feel that everything I do is filled with interest. I simply become a channel of the energy around me.

There are other times when it feels like I am not wanted in the space by whomever it may be, and I am ignored on the street - as result, my fingers become like cardboard and hard to manipulate and my voice becomes coarse very quickly.

There have been times when I will be feeling very low in energy and someone gives me a genuine boost via a smile and a look and my playing suddenly feels really good, my skill level increases and my voice becomes instantly clearer.

I point out these things in my own experience because I want people to become aware that not everything is 'skill'. Some things are skill and some are technique but most of it is about feel. To be able to feel the energy and reciprocate it.

This being that when we worship people on a stage, being a crowd of ten thousand, we are all collectively giving the performers our energy and their ability to give us what we want is dependent on their ability to channel the energy - to feel the energy and let it run through them, educating them and moving them.

The energy can be directly attributed to focus or attention but it is not this specifically.

Life is a mind game. If we can make many people around us approve of us and then use this energy to boost our idea or personality into the greater field of group consciousness, this is the equivalent in the physical world of 'making it big'. It is called social energy or social capital but also can be a literal etheric energy harnessed through quantum existence.

On the other side of the coin, if you are not wanted and despised by a large group of people, this can quite easily be felt as well. If enough people believed that I was the devil, or was possessed by the devil, being such a sensitive channel, it would be hard not to live out this projection. Every decision we make is held accountable in 'mind'. Anything we slip 'under the covers' is found out through experience. Nothing repressed ever goes away. Everything is exposed eventually through a sea of energy constantly trying to iron out the errors in its flow.

This is not something to be afraid of, it's just a level of awareness that assists in understanding reality and in the long run assist us in making it work for the better for all of us - this mind energy controlled reality.

When we all put our energy together for one cause we have the ability to expand that energy pool exponentially. When we stick to ourselves we hold onto what little energy we've got and fear it slipping away. In high energy states, we can do almost anything, including slow down time allowing extra space to feel when the right notes should go where or how to express the voice with more sensitivity.

Montikarus

Fish in Space - Short Story by Montikarus

A letter to an unknown benevolent alien race that lives outside this solar system,

It's the year 5 PPB on an unrecognizable earth in an unrecognizable solar system, at least in comparison to the 21st century of the AD time reference. PPB stands for Post Photon Band, I'll get to an explanation of that in a short moment. Firstly, let me fill you in on how things have developed now - worthy of a synonym for hell.

A world government that reconvened after 20 years of being dismantled by the infamous 2071 Anarchist Coup, have taken 'thought measures' into their own hands. A mass of people were force converted into 'governmentism' as an emergency action by a handful of brilliant minds from the date 6th of Jan, 2 PPB. The incident of PPB left the population of earth at lethal abuse of their own minds.  A phenomenon that magnified the power of thought and 'word'.

In the old world government, pain and suffering and sadistic tendencies were promoted for the sake of increasing industry and widening the scope of commerce over all social spheres. A society based on cause and effect with the cause generally being a self perpetuated pain, direct or indirect, and the effect being the commodification or the 'alleviation' of this pain.

This successfully manufactured a world population of 20 billion human beings enslaved to their animal appetites and sexual tendencies, basically 'farm animals' or 'factory hens', each with a specific job or purpose but not one being completely aware of the bigger picture due to compartmentalization. The period immediately following the coup did much to heal the wounds of the people but 20 years was not enough time to heal the generations rooted psychological wounds of industry (particularly the industry of war). I mention these aspects of our past society to illustrate how unprepared our minds were for the incident of which I am now writing.

As we live today, post PPB, the earth has a completely re-arranged geography, new maps have been made by expert cartographers and new cities re-concentrated from the rubble of old ones. We now live on our home planet, Earth, which we have inhabited through evolution for more than 50 million years as though we have just arrived here. We have been reduced to aliens on a strange world which vaguely resembles a place we once called our home.

"There is no possibility of an ultimate ending, only alternative eternal continuation." - JK Gartaker, Head Council, New World Confederacy

Due to necessity, all forms of religion, religious beliefs and cults have been made illegal. New Society can no longer take any more ultimate changes to reality that were not in effect honest to begin with. 'Ultimate thinking' was the cause of our doom and we have all taken the Solitary Vow never to repeat this grave mistake of history. We have learned we can only have freewill by allowing our small section of the universe to be ever changing, statistical and probabilistic - not ultimate or absolute. Even then, maintaining a mind reality where free will does exist is real hard work (mind the pun).

The new government is based on honesty and transparency. This has encouraged new convertees to join us in our ranks from the 'unknown regions', together we have created a society that inherently feels backward. Physically written notice boards are kept up to date. Business advertising is limited to simple stated facts on plain paper. Newspapers report everything statistically on a day to day basis - everything from obituaries caused by 'thought offences' recorded by Thought Patrols to the hourly Grand Council Treasury expenditure.

New Society is techno-phobic in nature, no one trusts a machine anymore. Even fridges - people have given up their ability to keep food cold and fresh due to an overwhelming fear of being eaten alive by a fridge while they are sleeping. The New General of the New World Confederacy had something important to say about this, "You have nothing to fear of fridge, machine or electric if your mind is free from guile and your imagination honest." Simply stated theoretically but the general public view is to do without, and face oppression, than to have to give up the imagination and purify all self-made future projections. As a result of these fears and the public's inability to control their animal appetites only 4% of the population use a fridge and 2% use a toaster (delusion created killer toasters can create worse outcomes than fridges). 40% of the population use electricity, which is expensive, but the expense is not why most don't use it, they have other reasons for oppressing themselves thus - choosing of their own volution to live in their simple homes as people may have done prior to the 20th century AD.

Back to the beginning to make a very long story very short, just prior to 1 PPB, a photon belt that orbits the central black hole of the galaxy we still call the Milky Way moved through our solar system and through the space around the Earth, chaos broke from the unconscious mind of the human being and unhinged many dark and lighted horrors hidden in our recessive genes. This was a horror story and a nightmare come to as real a reality as can possibly be projected by the mind. The mind became endowed with the Photon Band's direct power to manifest anything almost immediately.

Thought Patrols scour the streets in search of deviance within the Ether. When identified, depending on the deviant thought, the thinking person receives what they were thinking inflicted on themselves in a controlled Thought Chamber. Nine times out of ten this means they are shot on the spot as it doesn't matter how they thought of death (if death was the subject, to themselves or to another or including torture) death is death, and a death thought simply requires that a death take its place and not necessarily the torture that was thought along with it. Patrols do this as a service, paid by the New World Confederacy assisting the community with swift decisive action. To let these thoughts sit on the Ether and accumulate energy translates the thoughts into a myriad of ugly manifestations including possibly also auto-self-replication.

Penalties for Words actually spoken are much worse and carry punishment to everyone within hearing shot of the Word, Words or Phrases Spoken. After the incident Words have direct power to  manifest any phenomenon in 'delusional reality' (known before PPB simply as 'real reality'). Every person within New Society puts a check on their tongue and tests all Words in a safe room in their mind in the HIFR (Hypothetical Impenetrable Field Reality) or a physical Thought Chamber before Speaking. Those offending with Word and anyone within listening distance are shot on site and/or closely monitored through the elaborate surveillance networks (there are possibilities of self-resurrections as it can and does happen). Word has become God in a sense as in the old christian Bible text in the book of John, "In the beginning was the Word and the Word was God." This, outside of all mystical significance is a thought structure consentually agreed by all New Society due to the simple fact that Words in these times hold so much creative (and therefore destructive) power.

Holographic recorders equipped with super sensitive microphones inhabit every room, street, closet, toilet and bathroom. Each unit makes a slightly perceptible beep every half hour to remind us or whoever then inhabits our minds that we are being watched and listened to with graceful sensitive reception. All New Society colonists are 'thought chipped' which is the basis for the New Society Public Thought Consented Banking and Identification System (N.S.P.T.C.B.A.I.S.). Without making an understatement obsolete, this is for our own protection, as numerous cases of body possession happen from mind projecting unknowns on a regular basis. Usually the possessive monster manifests something fantastic like a dragon or an atomic bomb and all Level 6 O-Minds in the area quickly dash to neutralize the possible catastrophe. The worst possessions I have known are the subtle body snatchers who insinuate an anger spasm over a long period of time to slowly undermine the general morale, the well-being or New Society and the authority of the New General.

Reproduction is about the only joy we have left outside of our minds, at least after the infrequent attacks from the 'unknown regions' stopped. Women no longer are required to go through labor pains. Birthing and Growing times have been reduced by New Society Public Thought Consensus to a single year, this gives us an edge on the unknowns as our population steadily increases despite the terribly necessary 'Thought Offence' casualties.

Time sense was severely distorted from the period where the photon belt first struck on 2091 AD (1 PPB) to the time government reconvened in 2 PPB. There is no accurate figure as to how much time actually passed in that one year period as each person's subjective reality or group-subjective reality dictated a level of reality outside of real reality (which we now call 'delusional reality') that created a hyper-negative time stream dimension near-on eternity. The latest estimate is that 163 million years passed in the hyper-negative time stream while the earth and the solar system only experienced approximately 1 year of 'normal' time from it's physically subjective experience. Simultaneously, according to the O-Minds a singular moment passed less than a perceptible second.

Another fast emergence on the eve of 1 PPB, due to automatic popular thought consent at the time of the incident the solar system was rearranged. The sun is slightly bigger, the moon is a literal crescent form and an extra planet called Nabarru sits outside Pluto (you can thank the conspiracy theorist group-mind for that one). It is rumoured that Nabarru has an alien race on board that wills us harm. I choose not to think of this personally, but it has already manifested so it is no harm in mentioning what is honestly there. For some strange reason the collective field of all inhabitants of earth both in New Society and the 'unknown regions' does not have any effect on the galaxy outside of our solar system. One scholar, Johanna Clarkala, theorised that we are in a massive fish bowl, a controlled environment, controlled from another bigger greater galactic fish bowl. Johanna was duly shot by patrols the day of Speaking for 'thought treason'. Theories in general are outlawed and I risk repeating this catastrophe again in this letter.

Earth's population has been reassessed to be approximately 150 million people. But this is speculative as we haven't any way to really know how many 'unknowns' live outside of New Societies' city walls and thought shields. The only way we can have security from the 'unknown regions' is by projecting separation between us and them using our collective Field. Our Field is literally how we see ourselves, and it is alive. It is its own entity outside of us. There have been many large scale attacks in the past couple of years from the 'unknown regions' since the advent of New Governmentism. Five of these attacks were successful for time periods of time from three hours to five days. These were 'personality winter periods' of inter-individual-aloneness-and-insecurity for the colonists of New Society but because of our direct physically programmed faith in New Government, New Government reconvened even without our having an existing memory of it ever having existed before (the 'unknowns' have been quite thorough in their dispersion techniques). The 'unknowns' are very malicious (and I use that word with the sincerest of cautions and truthful honesty to New Government) to our way but their attacks are getting less and less frequent and effective, as we are slowly increasing the power of our Field in Numbers and Self-Strength. Soon we shall be able to create a world together with our collective energy that only we exist within.

Every New City has 'Correctional Facilities'. This is where individuals admit themselves 'voluntarily', usually due to 'thought offences' that avoided death or their own fear of thinking wrongly (the precursor to actually thinking wrongly). They are then 'corrected'. Correction consists of force training through O-Mind to I-Mind teachers with techniques such as Self-Forgiveness reprogramming, honesty conditioning, harboring an honest imagination for life, writing self to freedom, and fear and emotion neutering techniques. Their minds are purified and stamped with New Government conditioning. Children's schools teach the same lessons, techniques and conditioning. The 'Correctional Facilities' are primarily for adults that still carry old world conditioning or 'new beings' that were created from 'The Rift' manifested by certain dark individual minds directly after the incident.

All fiction is burned on discovery, and most science texts. Old world science was deemed spurious by the council because of its ability to seed a reality that either existed only at the time the research was done or that it didn't existed at all and was merely the manipulation of the scientific discipline by ruling corporations of the time to favor certain outcomes in industry (in what we thought was before an ageless era when thought and Words created reality at a much more manageable pace). We have our own science now, everyone studies, experiments and adds to it simultaneously using Collective Vision.

Thought and Word was not known to hold enormous power until after the incident. The world was so unprepared. The incident caused Words to instantly manifest and thoughts to start a ball rolling in the ether, so to speak, that would manifest in some form or another within the next 24 hours. The greater the quantity of people that thought or said something, the greater the 'magic'. 'Word' takes the place of 'magic' with readiness in our precise times. Religion caused the most damage of all. There are still people in unknown levels of Mind living out various manifestations of each religious text. To some infinite bliss, to others a very 'real' eternal burning catholic hell. Their thoughts are atrophied in 'cycle form'. This means they will never escape these morbid manifestations (even paradise on a long enough time line can become a form of hell). The second greatest torment besides religion was modern psychology. Beings that once defined themselves as 'depressed' were doomed to live an eternity of sadness in a cycle of masochistic joy. Bi-polar created two headed ogres and schizophrenics literally split into two separate persons, a Jekyll and a Hyde. Some of the most powerful 'unknowns' that still attack New Society are the 'Hyde' formations that have manifested from the schizophrenic patient's 'splitting phenomena'.

I can hear the patrols nearby and I must make the ending brief and finish writing soon. I have willed a White Bird to carry this letter in a glass and metal canister to a space fish that manifested from the fish bowl theory to get this important notice to you.

We live like we do now because we still have hope in survival as a part of what we were. We are a race dependent on power, dumped in the deep end of direct responsibility of mind, thought and Word. We are floundering, searching for a stable piece of real to grab hold of and not let go.

Listen friend please! I implore you! This is not a happy existence. I am not satisfied. I realise what I create by writing and thinking this but I choose this as my honest reality. Help me, help us. Contain us. Change us into something older or something supremely new but please don't just let us sit here as the horror we are.

I hear them on the steps. They are KNOCK KNOCK KNOCKING!

[signed hastily]
Alastaire Freer

-- This is a reprint of a story written by Montego Ikarus (Montikarus) in 2016

Copyright The Montikarus Field 2071

WAR on the Fake Music Industry

Music Industry does not equal Musick. 

Here is my definition of Musick - spontaneous expression in the moment by living beings with living instruments to be shared by all - interpreting, interweaving and communicating with the conscious energy of those present at that time in that place. 

THAT is Musick. Musick is energetic. Focus is energy. Attention is energy. The expression of this by someone in a melodic form is Musick. Spontaneity, improvisation and free-form are the purest forms of these expressions. Musick is alive.

Musick is always shared because even the listener is participating.

Musick is NOT a three minute song triggering familiar patterns, like upbeat music to generate urgency with high vocal tones in a major key - Musick is NOT an image of a sexy body but bodies perform it through dancing - Musick is NOT for sale because Musick cannot be sold. Now get with the program 'musicians' and stop trying to sell your spirituality because Musick is spiritual, infact it's a spiritual work - it is in and of itself a spiritual discipline. 

Musick is life and a dedication is shamanism.

Music industry awards does not equal Musick awards. Musick is not a competition. To make it so is to restrict its flow and defeat the purpose of expression. 

The collective definition of Musick must be purified. Bring down the industry, open people's minds. Make Musick free.


The collective definition of Musick must be purified. Bring down the industry, open people's minds. Make Musick free.


The collective definition of Musick must be purified. Bring down the industry, open people's minds. Make Musick free.


The industry has gone too far. I declare a WAR on industry.

Fuck the system. Bring down the industry. 


By: Getting musical. Stop buying music. Make it. 

We must understand this 'making it big' is also a desire conditioned by the system. We have been primed by the system to sell our innocence in little packets of time with a picture of a fake smile slapped on. Goodo! 

I see so many of us make the compromise to our spirituality trying to make an image to sell our essence in pieces in hopes of 'making it big'. Fuck that.

Musick is energy work. 

Musick does not need religion because Musick is religion.

Musick is the study of the communication and movement of energy between, within and as consciousness/es.

Musick is therapy.

The role of a musician in society is an energy worker, a healer and a magician. Unconditional sharing, reception and participation. This is music. A flow.

The world needs these healers now in this time of need and the false definition of music protected by an industry that only wants to make a buck has privatised the healing and poisoned its medicine. Like the pharmaceutical industry it generates a malaise for the sake of healing the malaise for the sake of selling more products. 

Give Musick back to the people. Musicians go and share it as an equal, unconditionally with everyone - no holds barred. The people need you now.